Im confused,
I should be happy.
But Im not.
I should just look
At the good,
And not the
Bad,
But I cant.
I should be dancing
In the sunshine,
Celebrating
My good fortunes,
But Im not.
I should be laughing
And having a good
Time,
I should be
Having fun,
But Im not.
I should just
Forget my worries.
Forget my pain.
Forget you.
But I cant.
I should be
Smiling,
And I should
Be free,
But Im not.
Too many things
Have got me down
Right now,
Too many things
Filling me with
Sorrow,
There are too many bad things
Drowning out the good.
I dont understand.
Whats wrong with me?
I want to be
Happy,
I should be
Happy,
But Im not.
How can I smile?
When I know that
Happiness got through
My barriers,
At least for a moment,
But then the storm
Rekindled,
And the sadness
Took over
Once again,
How can I be happy?
When I feel
So sad,
When my heart aches.
I dont know how
But I know
I should be.
Ive got all these things
On my mind,
That I should
Be doing,
That I want
To be doing,
But I cant.
No matter how hard
I try,
I cant.
I should be happy.
Really, I should.
I wish I were.
But Im not.
I should be,
But Im not.
