4:00pm Trying to pay attention to a movie
You're beautiful eyes and warm touch distracting me with their closeness
6:00pm You in the front seat
Me in the back missing you as we drive to dinner
8:00pm Burying my unworthy head into you
Completely lose in your warm embrace
10:00pm Nestling into your shoulder
(Im)Patiently waiting until it will just be you and I
Alone
12:00am Wishing I never had to let you go
12:20am Biting back the harsh sting of tears
As I try to shake him from my thoughts
12:40am Crying, dying, trying to hold onto you
1:00am Trying to figure out how so suddenly you slipped from my grasp
Into the rushing waters of an uncontrollable river of tears
2:00am Dreaming of you
Losing you
4:00am Dreaming of him
Losing you
6:00am Trying to stay close to you
Breathe in every particle of your being
8:00am Watching you sleep
Willing you to stay that way so I could keep
10:00am A broken record
Convincing myself I don't love him
12:00pm Watching you slip away
Pulling the last little bits of my heart away from you
Tears like a river
12:20pm Vowing my eternal love for you
12:40pm Sitting on the porch pretending not to see you
Pretending not to be missing you already
Willing my ride to show up and wisk me away from you
1:00pm A knife tearing into my chest
Ripping me open
Turning my back on you
2:00pm Destroying myself for what I've done
4:00pm Hating him (though inside desperately wishing I could call him)
6:00pm Sleeping Beauty cast into a poison slumber
Trying to shut off my head
8:00pm Numbing my mind into thoughtlessness
10:00pm Wishing I were dead...
12:00am Blissfully oblivious...
You're beautiful eyes and warm touch distracting me with their closeness
6:00pm You in the front seat
Me in the back missing you as we drive to dinner
8:00pm Burying my unworthy head into you
Completely lose in your warm embrace
10:00pm Nestling into your shoulder
(Im)Patiently waiting until it will just be you and I
Alone
12:00am Wishing I never had to let you go
12:20am Biting back the harsh sting of tears
As I try to shake him from my thoughts
12:40am Crying, dying, trying to hold onto you
1:00am Trying to figure out how so suddenly you slipped from my grasp
Into the rushing waters of an uncontrollable river of tears
2:00am Dreaming of you
Losing you
4:00am Dreaming of him
Losing you
6:00am Trying to stay close to you
Breathe in every particle of your being
8:00am Watching you sleep
Willing you to stay that way so I could keep
10:00am A broken record
Convincing myself I don't love him
12:00pm Watching you slip away
Pulling the last little bits of my heart away from you
Tears like a river
12:20pm Vowing my eternal love for you
12:40pm Sitting on the porch pretending not to see you
Pretending not to be missing you already
Willing my ride to show up and wisk me away from you
1:00pm A knife tearing into my chest
Ripping me open
Turning my back on you
2:00pm Destroying myself for what I've done
4:00pm Hating him (though inside desperately wishing I could call him)
6:00pm Sleeping Beauty cast into a poison slumber
Trying to shut off my head
8:00pm Numbing my mind into thoughtlessness
10:00pm Wishing I were dead...
12:00am Blissfully oblivious...
