Scars line my weary arms
Speaking of a pain deeper than you will ever know
You look at me and think:
Druggie
Addict
Junkie
I can tell by looking into your accusing eyes
And I want to kill you
Kill you for being right about me
Kill you for finding me out
But, hey, wait a minute
You forgot:
Whore
Bitch
Angry girl
All those things you want to be
Bu dont have the courage to explore
It makes me sad, you know?
You see what you want to see
As I do what I can to survive
And I know you will never stop judging
Because my red eyes give me away
As I fall apart on the floor
You think you see the truth in my eyes
But the truth is jaded with fear and lies
For I AM all the things you call me in hushed whispers
Muttered under your breath
But not in the way that you think
And, unfortunately for you, you will never know this
Because your opinion of me is brought on by misunderstanding
And by the misconception of the harsh reality
That I must live each day
Speaking of a pain deeper than you will ever know
You look at me and think:
Druggie
Addict
Junkie
I can tell by looking into your accusing eyes
And I want to kill you
Kill you for being right about me
Kill you for finding me out
But, hey, wait a minute
You forgot:
Whore
Bitch
Angry girl
All those things you want to be
Bu dont have the courage to explore
It makes me sad, you know?
You see what you want to see
As I do what I can to survive
And I know you will never stop judging
Because my red eyes give me away
As I fall apart on the floor
You think you see the truth in my eyes
But the truth is jaded with fear and lies
For I AM all the things you call me in hushed whispers
Muttered under your breath
But not in the way that you think
And, unfortunately for you, you will never know this
Because your opinion of me is brought on by misunderstanding
And by the misconception of the harsh reality
That I must live each day
