an apology of sorts...
this part is far more complicated then i would have thought
all i wish is to explain myself a bit and what i try here.
as most of you might notice, those that might read me on this site,
i seldom respond to comments...
i appreciate the comments far more than any might realize
yet i still remain silent...
why?
this part of me has remained silent for too many years and
i have never been able to share it, of my emotions and thoughts that is.
most would find me far stranger than they already do if i ever tried.
this is not what i feel but what i know... so now i have found a place to put
this part of me that once i thought would remain forever hidden,
i am truly sorry but i don't do it for any of you, only as a release for me,
and as such i find it hard to respond for i truly don't know how
my writing might affect another, or for that matter, why it would or even should.
so while i never would have you all think im not appreciative
its mostly i don't know how to respond... i have not that much ego with what i do
to wonder if its any good, and to me it doesn't much matter if it is,
for its only what i feel, and as close as i get to how i feel,
that's all i write for, that and nothing more
jack
this part is far more complicated then i would have thought
all i wish is to explain myself a bit and what i try here.
as most of you might notice, those that might read me on this site,
i seldom respond to comments...
i appreciate the comments far more than any might realize
yet i still remain silent...
why?
this part of me has remained silent for too many years and
i have never been able to share it, of my emotions and thoughts that is.
most would find me far stranger than they already do if i ever tried.
this is not what i feel but what i know... so now i have found a place to put
this part of me that once i thought would remain forever hidden,
i am truly sorry but i don't do it for any of you, only as a release for me,
and as such i find it hard to respond for i truly don't know how
my writing might affect another, or for that matter, why it would or even should.
so while i never would have you all think im not appreciative
its mostly i don't know how to respond... i have not that much ego with what i do
to wonder if its any good, and to me it doesn't much matter if it is,
for its only what i feel, and as close as i get to how i feel,
that's all i write for, that and nothing more
jack
