"unfamiliar"


I find myself in unfamiliar teritory again.
I can't help but wonder,
will I break this time?
Fade away?

I have done this to myself I know.
Ive brought my self to this unforgiveable place.
I must own this loss of control.
These feelings of doubt and pain.

I find myself in a tumble of sorts.
Of wich I have no understanding.
Trapped in this world of illusions.
Following this darkened path of mystery.
Have I gone insane?

I will travel on through the snow.
Praying to find daylight soon.
And as I approach the end of this misery,
I hope to see you again.

In my heart and my dreams I will not forget you.
So through the chill winter night I go,
Finding my way blindly back to you.
Where I will be safe and secure .
Locked in the familiar feel of your arms once again.