thank you all for understanding but i would like to add i have only wrote poetry for about a year and a half, if what you call what i do that... lol i cant escape it, if you noticed, even my apology which was to be only a straight discourse ended up poetic to some.. i have always wrote this way no matter what i write lol letters home from the little conflict we had in 92, the thing with saddam, were heavily ...lets say poetic as well... i guess this is how my mind works in that what i write falls out this way lol trust me its not on purpose... if i had a choice .... but it only makes sense to me if it is in this form because with this you can triple mean a phrase to come out with far true'er meaning than any other way to write i guess lol anyways thank you all once more

jack

p.s. the thing that changed almost two years ago and let me write was i finally got a computer and it had spell check lol cant spell fer squat which was always an embarrassment so...