Jeffe,
We've all been to this place at one time or
another I think... it's very sad but true.
And the most human thing in all of this is
to let it get to you.

Easy to say "be strong, fight back it's just a
fleeting thing," but the truth be known it
takes some time for this type of mood to
swing.

My point Jeffe is just this...no one can honestly tell you how to get through this, that's your call. I write through it, and maybe it will work for you. It's heart breaking to see someone
feeling this way, and to admit that there's really nothing we can do to help but listen, but you seem to have alot of friends here that are willing to do just that. As my friend Jim Rapidfire would say..."WRITE ON!"

Best wishes to you...
sioux