Soul, so true, I actually spend more time now on things I enjoy. But I have to make myself, I was raised to feel guilty if something feels to good. LOL

thank you Dan, I too spend far to much time writing for enjoyment. But there just is no other reason to write.....When I do it from necessity, I feel it is quite inferior. thanks again.....

Thank you Karen, I guess the reason we have a tendency to live in the past, is because there is so much more of it. The present is only a second, the past is all we have lived. And I love most of my memories. Even the bad ones, to me after time has passed, they don't always seem so bad. I even forget the why of alot of the bad things in life.
~nea 6/2002
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