truly Mike, I was writing about me, but I knew that in this, I am not alone, and my own neurosis gives me nights of insomnia. I write these as reminders to myself, that I do not HAVE to live this way, the choice is mine, although I am not so sure how we are able to change is completely within out power, I think a lot is driven by our gene pool. And we really have little choice how we respond to the elements around us.
~nea 6/2002
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