I know what it's like to be scared of something.. but don't think I'd ever been that scared... been scared of spiders... if one would crawl suddenly in front of me,, I'd freak and jump away from it... but for some reason I'm not as scared of spiders anymore... ever since I wrote bout Bill.. go fig... lol.. I really enjoyed this. Hope your mother gets over her phobia ... butterflies are such pretty and peaceful creatures.. :) Great writing Nea.

Mystic
~Mystic~

"Of all the things I've believed in, I just want to get it over with Tears form behind my eyes, But I do not cry, Counting the days that pass me by, I've been searching deep down in my soul, Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old, It feels like I'm starting all over again, The last three years were just pretend, And I said, Goodbye to you, Goodbye to everything I thought I knew, You were the one I loved, The one thing that I tried to hold on to, Goodbye to you." ~Michelle Branch