Thank you Beth and "Soulsease", I'm glad you both enjoyed this and I appreciate your compliments, indeed I really tried to let it all out in this, and there was a time of bitterness but as you said it's just disappointment now and just wondering if only for a little while if she looks back and wishes it were different now as it could have been, but it wasn't meant to be.

I'm glad you enjoyed as well Sarah, thanks for your response my friend, I appreciate it!

And thank you as well Mystic, I'm glad you enjoyed too. I honestly felt you would identify well with this. And you're right, we need not to care about such things, we need to move on, anyone in such situations do. And we will. It's normal to wonder these types of things for a while but in time it's necessary to move on, still look back here and there but not dwell as much. It's hard to say, who really knows, but when it's becoming unhealthy, i don't know, just gonna shut up. Thanks for your response my friend, take care!
--Mike