Thanks you all for you responses... they all mean much to me, very encouraging. I was inspired in this one by
T.S. Eliot 's Four Quartets. I believe the first one having to do with time. Thanks again.

Blaketheme

"Bodily whole but my head's in a mess
Fueling obsession that borders psychosis
It's a sad disease Creeping through my mind
Causing disabilities Of the strangest kind"